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and my jaws are hurting from all the nagging, they cannot relax, it's like there's a rope between my brain and my jaw:

i cannot trust you when you say that you want me and i cannot trust myself when i am overpowered by a happy feeling. it's like all logic's gone out the window and all that is left is skepticism.

you don't want me and i was never in love with you and i am not waiting for you to text me and i am not longing to put my head on your chest and i am not fragile and i am not unhappy and i can't believe this is happening again (not).